Sunday, April 29, 2007

Right Here Waiting

A guy was courting this girl for more than 2 years now. The thing is, the girl’s afraid because her past boyfriend left her for someone else.

This guy is so sweet. He’s been her constant companion and he brings her little gifts every once in a while. A flower, a bar of chocolates, trinkets and stuff.

One day, the guy suffers from an accident. When she found out, she immediately went to the hospital.

“Get well soon.” He held his hand while he was unconscious. “I’ll be waiting when you wake up. I’m ready.”

The guy’s mom told her to get some rest so she went back the next day. She opened the door and saw him lying in bed. “Hi..” he said weakly.

“Shh, I think it’s about time. You’ve done so much for me. I want you to know that I love you too. I love you so much.”

“I love you too..” he whispered.

“I’ll just go out for a while. I’m hungry. I couldn’t eat knowing that I never assured you.” She went out of the room.

Just like she said, after a while, she came back. He left without saying goodbye. All she could do was cry. “This is why I hate loving.” She said in tears.

“Did you see him?” His mother asked her. “Yes, just for a moment.”

“I guess he was just waiting for you.”


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Written this morning in between 12:30 - 01:36 am. I couldn't sleep.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

boredom


I'm just so bored. It's summer and I'm here at home. I'm infront of the computer almost everyday. I just counldn't OL when I was sick for three days with fever. There's totally nothing to do so I'm experimenting on the net. I'm still exploring to find out how this works.
Yesterday I typed 7 pages of nothingness. I have no one here. I'm usually left alone because my mom and dad works. So does my big bros.
Check out the pic I took from our farewell party. Yeah, the one on the left. Hanep yung special effects. Actually, that was just my magic. Lol. I thought that it'd be cool for a cd cover. Those guys are my friends. I just stole a shot and when they saw it, they loved it.
Back with the boredom. So this is what I did. I also made graphics and stuff. Reading stories on the net too. It seems that I've grown fond of reading.
My group of friends are no where to be found. I don't know what they're doing. I feel lonely right now. No one to talk to. They don't even reply. I'm not really fond of texting. But my mom makes sure I have load in case of emergencies. So I get 300 load every 2 months.
Actually, I could go and help at my brother's store but I'd be just looking at the customer walking in and out and waiting for their cellphones to be fixed. I could install stuff, but there's already people who are paid to do that. Then I'd be just useless. I'll just be sitting there.
So I chose to stay at home. I guess for me, this is better. I get to chill and relax. Nevertheless, I'm still bored. And after I type this. Back to boredom.


do you think it's true?

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.




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Believe in yourself..

The Phone Call

I found this on the net..

The Phone Call

A girl quickly punches a number into her phone and waits until she hears the other line pick up.

“Becky, I don’t know what to do, I really don’t. I love him so much and I don’t think he thinks of me that way. I mean, whenever I see him or think of him, I can’t help it, this smile comes across my face. Sometimes he sees me smiling and smiles back. That’s when my knees turn to jello and I get butterflies in my stomach. I know you think that he’s so totally adorable and cute, but if you look past that and actually listen to what he has to say, you find a totally different person. He’s so caring and considerate and he makes me feel like I don’t deserve him. Well, actually, I don’t deserve him. He’s too perfect, I mean, look at all the girls that are falling for him. I could never be one of those. Their all so pretty and bubbly and, and.. not me. I couldn’t even start to compare myself to them. But whenever I think of him or see him, I can’t help it, I smile. Now I didn’t tell you this but he called me the other day about homework. I tell you now, I made a complete fool of myself. I’m so embarrassed. I stuttered the whole time, but he was so sweet and just kept talking and making me feel better. He’s so perfect Becky, I don’t deserve him, so why do I keep wishing and praying that he will notice me, why? …Becky? Becky, are you there?”

“This isn’t Becky.”

Petrified the girl asks, “Then who is this?”

“ This is the guy whose smile turns your knees to jello and I just wanted to say one thing. Everything you just said now, I’ve been wanting to say the same thing since the day I met you.”

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Always be careful..